Saturday, December 19, 2009

i haven't update my blog since forever. I grew bored of blogspot so I have transferred to Tumblr.

Saturday, August 29, 2009


God! Its been ages. Sorry for not updating for so long.

Many things has been going on in college. One of the highlights is biology experiment 9-12. In these experiment, we dissected a rat. haha I had so much fun during the experiment. I think it was the best experiment yet. =P

Other than that, the fact that its already Ramadhan! Which means Syawal is less than a month away. weeeeeeeeee~ Can't wait to collect money and spend a whole one week with beloved family!! =D

This Ramadhan is a lil' different for me as I didn't get to celebrate it with my family that much. Instead, I have to celebrate it with friends in KMM. New experience! :) Everyday, we break fast at Izzati's room with her roomies. By 'WE' i meant Ilda and I.

The special thing about Ramadhan is the bazaar. I thought celebrating Ramadhan at KMM won't be so exciting with us students stuck here with no bazaar. Apparently on the 3rd day of fasting (my 1st day fasting at KMM), I walked pass the cafe on my way to my room when I saw so many polystyrene packs on the tables and the cafe was covered with smoke.

Ilda and I walked into the cafe and found ourselves in a mini bazaar in the cafe itself. Well thats something!! haha They have all sorts of rice, mee, kuih and my fav, ayam bakar. I love the ayam bakar at cafe B. I bought it everyday!! hahaha ;P

Ramadhan at KMM is not that bad when u have great friends to break fast with at the end of the day! ;)

Sunday, July 26, 2009


Today, 26th of July which means its 25th of July in America which means it is exactly a month after MJ's untimely death. And to tell u guys the truth, I still can't get over it. I dunno why. It was so sudden and saddening.

Finally today, I get to watch THS: Michael Jackson on E! I've been looking forward to watch it ever since I arrived home. It was a 1 hour and 45 minutes show. It shows what Michael went through during his short life on earth. Through thick and thin and how he tried so hard to keep himself from falling apart during his trials in life.

Right after that, I read the newspaper and came across two headlines that caught my attention. First, "Yasmin Ahmd dies" and the second one is "Give your child their childhood".

About the first headline, I'm sure all Malaysians are aware of that and sad to say it is a big loss for the nation. I'm sad to say.

As for the second headline, it is about Michael obviously. It was an article written by a man from a university if I'm not mistaken. In his article, the writer wrote a phrase from one of MJ's song titled "Childhood". This song obviously showed how Michael felt about his childhood and what he was trying to tell the world. The pain he went through during his childhood years. Where his childhood was robbed when he was force to be an adult at a very young age. I would like to share the lyrics here.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood..

Thursday, July 23, 2009

remember me?

Bought 'Remember Me?' by Sophie Kinsella and finished reading it. NOW, I'm fully satisfied. What a story. I enjoyed myself reading it. :)

It's Friday already!!!! argh! this means only one week left before I have to go back to college. haih. Please god, let time pass slowly. huhu its not like I hate it there but its not home. It'll never be the same there. Although of course, I have my friends there with me but not my family. What to do? this is life.

Haven't start anything on my Bio assignment. haha I'm doomed! xP

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

a little something

To me, I think this lyric is a message. I can't seem to get over it. It is so deep. Makes me feel so emotional everytime I listen to it.

Hold Me
Like The River Jordan
And I Will Then Say To Thee
You Are My Friend

Carry Me
Like You Are My Brother
Love Me Like A Mother
Would You Be There?

Tell Me Will You Hold Me
When Wrong, Will You Scold Me
When Lost Will You Find Me?

But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I'm Only Human

Everyone's Taking Control Of Me
Seems That The World's
Got A Role For Me
I'm So Confused
Will You Show To Me
You'll Be There For Me
And Care Enough To Bear Me

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

It is so spiritual don't u think? I don't know about u but I think it is.

Saturday, July 18, 2009


I'm HOME!!

It has been two days since I reached KL. I forgot to update. haha sorry! ;p I'll be home for two weeks. Can't wait to hit the cinema. All the movies are screaming my name. haha

Yesterday, I didn't go anywhere except to Pelita Nasi Kandar near Ampang Point for lunch and Baskin Robin in Ampang Point for dessert. Yum! Other than that, I spent my day online in front of this laptop. Watched videos on youtube, downloaded games etc etc. It was very peaceful.

Of course, I have a Biology assignment to do. I won't forget. Besides, I need to study and catch up on my chapter 5 and 6 bio. Not forgetting Chemist and Maths too.

Oh! I bought a book from Sophie Kinsella. Not the one I was talking about in my previous post but a new released I think. Was looking for the Remember Me? but it was out of stock. So, this new one will do I guess. :) Now, I have two storybooks to read during this holiday. yeay!

As for today, I'm going to Ampang Point later as my mom needs to go to the salon and then off to Subang Jaya to visit my granddad.

Thats it for now. :)

Thursday, July 16, 2009

ups over!

Sorry for not updating for too long. Haven't got the time to online this past few weeks. I was soo busy studying for UPS and doing assignments. Thank god UPS is over!!! Next event to look forward for is tomorrow. I'll be going back to KL for 2 whole weeks!!! weeee ~

Can't wait. Although I'll have to do my Bio assignments but luckily we have to do it in groups. :D Ilda will be going to Gold Coast next week!! :( envy her!!! I wanna go to Gold Coast tooo. haih. Maybe some other day! This two weeks holiday doesn't mean I don't have to read my revision books. I will read it and prepare myself for PSPM1. InsyaAllah. :)

As soon as the 2 weeks holiday, our college will be having an English language week. Us bloggers are assigned to certain jobs. I hope it will be fun!!

Wanted to borrow a Sophie Kinsella book from the library but sadly, they don't allow PST students to borrow any books within this two weeks. :( I hope they'll put more interesting books in this library. I don't quite like Sydney Sheldon's. ;P

till then.