Saturday, December 19, 2009

i haven't update my blog since forever. I grew bored of blogspot so I have transferred to Tumblr.

Saturday, August 29, 2009


God! Its been ages. Sorry for not updating for so long.

Many things has been going on in college. One of the highlights is biology experiment 9-12. In these experiment, we dissected a rat. haha I had so much fun during the experiment. I think it was the best experiment yet. =P

Other than that, the fact that its already Ramadhan! Which means Syawal is less than a month away. weeeeeeeeee~ Can't wait to collect money and spend a whole one week with beloved family!! =D

This Ramadhan is a lil' different for me as I didn't get to celebrate it with my family that much. Instead, I have to celebrate it with friends in KMM. New experience! :) Everyday, we break fast at Izzati's room with her roomies. By 'WE' i meant Ilda and I.

The special thing about Ramadhan is the bazaar. I thought celebrating Ramadhan at KMM won't be so exciting with us students stuck here with no bazaar. Apparently on the 3rd day of fasting (my 1st day fasting at KMM), I walked pass the cafe on my way to my room when I saw so many polystyrene packs on the tables and the cafe was covered with smoke.

Ilda and I walked into the cafe and found ourselves in a mini bazaar in the cafe itself. Well thats something!! haha They have all sorts of rice, mee, kuih and my fav, ayam bakar. I love the ayam bakar at cafe B. I bought it everyday!! hahaha ;P

Ramadhan at KMM is not that bad when u have great friends to break fast with at the end of the day! ;)

Sunday, July 26, 2009


Today, 26th of July which means its 25th of July in America which means it is exactly a month after MJ's untimely death. And to tell u guys the truth, I still can't get over it. I dunno why. It was so sudden and saddening.

Finally today, I get to watch THS: Michael Jackson on E! I've been looking forward to watch it ever since I arrived home. It was a 1 hour and 45 minutes show. It shows what Michael went through during his short life on earth. Through thick and thin and how he tried so hard to keep himself from falling apart during his trials in life.

Right after that, I read the newspaper and came across two headlines that caught my attention. First, "Yasmin Ahmd dies" and the second one is "Give your child their childhood".

About the first headline, I'm sure all Malaysians are aware of that and sad to say it is a big loss for the nation. I'm sad to say.

As for the second headline, it is about Michael obviously. It was an article written by a man from a university if I'm not mistaken. In his article, the writer wrote a phrase from one of MJ's song titled "Childhood". This song obviously showed how Michael felt about his childhood and what he was trying to tell the world. The pain he went through during his childhood years. Where his childhood was robbed when he was force to be an adult at a very young age. I would like to share the lyrics here.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood..

Thursday, July 23, 2009

remember me?

Bought 'Remember Me?' by Sophie Kinsella and finished reading it. NOW, I'm fully satisfied. What a story. I enjoyed myself reading it. :)

It's Friday already!!!! argh! this means only one week left before I have to go back to college. haih. Please god, let time pass slowly. huhu its not like I hate it there but its not home. It'll never be the same there. Although of course, I have my friends there with me but not my family. What to do? this is life.

Haven't start anything on my Bio assignment. haha I'm doomed! xP

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

a little something

To me, I think this lyric is a message. I can't seem to get over it. It is so deep. Makes me feel so emotional everytime I listen to it.

Hold Me
Like The River Jordan
And I Will Then Say To Thee
You Are My Friend

Carry Me
Like You Are My Brother
Love Me Like A Mother
Would You Be There?

Tell Me Will You Hold Me
When Wrong, Will You Scold Me
When Lost Will You Find Me?

But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I'm Only Human

Everyone's Taking Control Of Me
Seems That The World's
Got A Role For Me
I'm So Confused
Will You Show To Me
You'll Be There For Me
And Care Enough To Bear Me

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

It is so spiritual don't u think? I don't know about u but I think it is.

Saturday, July 18, 2009


I'm HOME!!

It has been two days since I reached KL. I forgot to update. haha sorry! ;p I'll be home for two weeks. Can't wait to hit the cinema. All the movies are screaming my name. haha

Yesterday, I didn't go anywhere except to Pelita Nasi Kandar near Ampang Point for lunch and Baskin Robin in Ampang Point for dessert. Yum! Other than that, I spent my day online in front of this laptop. Watched videos on youtube, downloaded games etc etc. It was very peaceful.

Of course, I have a Biology assignment to do. I won't forget. Besides, I need to study and catch up on my chapter 5 and 6 bio. Not forgetting Chemist and Maths too.

Oh! I bought a book from Sophie Kinsella. Not the one I was talking about in my previous post but a new released I think. Was looking for the Remember Me? but it was out of stock. So, this new one will do I guess. :) Now, I have two storybooks to read during this holiday. yeay!

As for today, I'm going to Ampang Point later as my mom needs to go to the salon and then off to Subang Jaya to visit my granddad.

Thats it for now. :)

Thursday, July 16, 2009

ups over!

Sorry for not updating for too long. Haven't got the time to online this past few weeks. I was soo busy studying for UPS and doing assignments. Thank god UPS is over!!! Next event to look forward for is tomorrow. I'll be going back to KL for 2 whole weeks!!! weeee ~

Can't wait. Although I'll have to do my Bio assignments but luckily we have to do it in groups. :D Ilda will be going to Gold Coast next week!! :( envy her!!! I wanna go to Gold Coast tooo. haih. Maybe some other day! This two weeks holiday doesn't mean I don't have to read my revision books. I will read it and prepare myself for PSPM1. InsyaAllah. :)

As soon as the 2 weeks holiday, our college will be having an English language week. Us bloggers are assigned to certain jobs. I hope it will be fun!!

Wanted to borrow a Sophie Kinsella book from the library but sadly, they don't allow PST students to borrow any books within this two weeks. :( I hope they'll put more interesting books in this library. I don't quite like Sydney Sheldon's. ;P

till then.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Rest In Peace, MJ

I was never a big fan of MJ but his sudden death caught me off guard. I have always love his music but never obsess about it. It has been a week but I still can't get over his death. It is so sudden. He was a great singer with great voice and talent. He can dance a nd sing very well. No one can ever replace MJ.

Even after a week, his sudden death news are still all over the net and tv. The world is mourning over his death. Lets put it this way, God loves him more than we do. I feel sorry for his kids. Prince Michael, Paris and Prince Michael II. I admit, he might act a little psychotic when it comes to changing his face and skin but we dunno whats inside him to hate him just because of his psychotic actions. Look at the bright sides of him, he is adorable, he loves children and are very close to his family. In a nutshell, he is full of love.

Some people who are even more psychotic than him would start bad rumours about him. Thats bad! Typical human behaviour. They envy people with good live.

Thank god, his family decided to bury him in an Islamic way. Thanks to MJ's brother Jermaine Jackson who is also a Muslim. Lastly, may Allah bless ur soul Michael Joseph Jackson. R.I.P

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Larian Kakom

This morning, we had our Larian Kakom. More like 'Jalanan' kakom for us, ilda, izzati, najwa and I. haha We were too lazy to run so we walked instead. It was a 1.5km walk so it can be consider as exercise right? ;P Pity the guys, they had to run 3.5km. 2km more than the girls. Haha Reached KMM's parking lot at about 10.10am. We went to the cafe to have our brunch.

Went back to my room at about 11.45am. I was soooooooooooooo sleepy as I slept quite late the night before and woke up early. Decided to take a nap but when I woke up, it was already 2.30pm. What a long nap! At 5pm, Ilda, Izzati and I came down to the tutorial room to study.

And now, here I am, updating my blog from tutorial room. What a long day! It was okay I guess but right now, I'm having a sore throat and I don't think thats a good sign! haih. till then. :)

Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Dinamika folio DONE! wee~
tomorrow, i'll be having my agama forum and then I can focus my 110% attention to my studies! Yesterday, I had my chemistry quiz and GOD!! It was damn tough. I really hope I'll be able to get marks. I soooooooooooo need to improve on my chemist and bio and most of all maths! Sadly, mr. Ariffin left KMM on Tuesday. He got posted to a school near his house. ;( but, the good side is that we got a new tutor teacher and he is ok! Thanks to him, I now understand polynomials. haha

I guess thats all for now. I'm waiting for Ilda in front of the xerox shop. Until next time. :)

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Try telling urself u wish Edward Cullen does not exist! Its impossible. Darn!

Friday, June 19, 2009

its growing

some people say
that everything has got its place in time
even the day must give way to the night

I was listening to my iPod when a song came across it. A song from a boy band I love. Its a nice song and somehow the words above caught my attention. I can't get it out of my mind. I dunno why. Its very deep and meaningful. I love the words above. The song itself made me sad. The song keeps playing itself over and over again in my head. Therefore, I decided to put it here on my blog. I have been thinking of putting a song here but really can't think of any until now. ;)

I'm currently blogging from home. Reached KL at around 6pm yesterday. Took a bus from KMM. Bought the bus ticket at the cooperative store for Rm15. I'm glad to be home but somehow I miss college too. Maybe I'm getting use to it. I'm starting to like it there although sometimes I whine about waking up at 5.30am every morning and the speed of the lectures going and the non-stop assignments and activities. Seriously, I think KMM is growing in me. I thought I'll never get use to it, never will but I'm doing fine now. ;)

Of course, I'm still not satisfied with the cafeteria, though. Its tooooo dirty. haih. How I wish they'll do something about it. Besides the cafeteria, KMM is a nice place. Every morning, while walking down the stairs from my block to the cafeteria, I would turn on my iPod. While listening, I would look around in the dawn. I can see the sunlight showing revealing itself very slowly at the horizon making the clouds colourful. A little hint of orange, blue, purple and white. It really is a peaceful moment. Every morning, I'll be looking forward to see that scene. I know I'll never get bored of it! I'll never get it here in KL. Thats one of the best thing having a college in the middle of nowhere and on top of a hill. Its wonderful!

Besides the wonderful scenery, I'm starting to like KMM beacsue I have wonderful classmates. There are about 20++ of us with 6/7 guys. Since I'm from an all girls school, I don't have experience studying with guys. I find it enjoying because they have different points of view from the girls. The way they talk, they walk, they laugh, its really enjoying! Luckilly all my classmates are awesome! I swear I can feel the bond is getting thicker and thicker each day. Its a good sign isn't it? :)

I really do hope this feeling won't fade away! Thats all for now. ;)

Sunday, June 14, 2009

my lalalala weekend!

Mommy came yesterday after the JPP voting stuffs. Went to Mahkota Parade. Ate McD!! God! The best lunch ever. Hahaha Had Baskin Robins for dessert. yummy! ;P Bought some stuffs and spent quality times with my mom. I was really happy yesterday! Thanks mommy for coming! I really appreciate it! ;)

Today, I studied bio with Meon, Izzati and Myra. Later, Amirah and Nadiah came and we did our Dinamika folio. Its not complete yet though! Haih. Besides that, my Agama folio is not complete too ;( DARN! Other than the 2 folios, I really NEED to catch up on my chemistry!! Darn u air pressures!!! ARGH!

Sad news, I heard Mr. Ariffin is leaving this college!! Is it true?????? Oh no! If its true, then I'm doom!!! Mr. Ariffin is the best so far in maths! I depend on him for my maths and now he's leaving? why!! haih... ;(

Besides that, I had the best weekend since I got here. Slept at Izzati's room with her 3 cool roomies. haha Soooo gonna do it again some other weekends. I hope one day, my roomies and I will be that close. Its not like we're not close now but I do hope we can be closer like Izzati and her roomies! ;)

till then~

Friday, June 5, 2009

Watch that scene

Here I am at KMM tutorial room. Onlining instead of doing my assignments and homeworks. haha. What to do? I NEED to online to catch up on whats going on with the world outside. As we all know, KMM is in the middle of freaking nowhere. It takes us 1 hour just to get to Malacca Town or Ayer Keroh where the nearest malls are located. Haih. The nearest place from this 'nowhere land' is Pekan Masjid Tanah. Haha theres nothing there, really. The most interesting shops are KFC and 7e. I guess Masjid Tanah people don't eat McDs, Dominos, Shakeys, A&W, Kenny Rogers and etc etc.

I wanted to go back home this week but my mom won't let me. ;( She said she's busy and she told me not to make it a habit to come back home everyweek. haih. Next week and the week after next, there'll be activities here overthe weekends. AGAIN, I can't go home. I hope on the 26th I'll be able to go home. I miss my mommy, my family and my best friend. I NEED to see them. Please please please God, don't let there be any activities that week.

Usually, I love to post photos on my blog posts but ever since I'm here, I haven't post any posts with photos. The reason is because of I don't have my camera with me. I did bring the small one but my card reader is broken and i lost the usb. I wanted to bring my slr but I'm afraid it will get lost here in KMM. You'll never know.

Okay, thats it for now! =)

Monday, June 1, 2009

Life in KMM journal

Hey guys! As u can see, I started a new blog. From today onwards I'll be blogging about KMM here instead of 'there'. Haha U know where. =P Obviously, Shana, Ilda and I signed up for the blogging team here in KMM. We signed up for fun and to gain new experiences with the blogging team. So, this blog will be my KMM journal (sort of). Any updates about my life in KMM will be in here.

This Wed, we'll have to take a group photos of the blogging team and also our individual photos. I'll post the link to KMM blogging team url soon. Thats all for now. =)